18 August 2005

Longing

There are some songs that you know instantly what they are, from the first beat. Songs that can transport you back to a certain time and a certain feeling. Songs that make you smile, or curl up and cry, depending on the memory. I only have two or three of these songs, and LiveRadio was kind enough to serve me up one of them today.

And even though I'm very happy with my Frenchy, I'm taken back to senior year of college, a happily painful time when I longed after a boy. It hurts, even now, in a good sort of marshmallowy way. The fun times, the disappointment when I realized I wasn't going to be anything more to him, the whispered conversations that gave me hope again.

I'm too young for nostalgia.

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